Listening to 'Alvida' by James now, powerful song. Nice one after a while. Makes one's mind numb.
Has been spending a long time in my room alone, about 20 hours a day in a single room, with my system, books and myself. Getting a lot of time to think,to reflect, to contemplate, to plan. Quality time. The self-inflicted isolation is comforting. It felt boring initially but now getting to like the seclusion. Though not entirely out of human contact, still preferring this remoteness. The reclusion is making me get sober and organized. Mentally preparing for a lot of things to come. Know a lot of challenges are waiting just round the bend, so getting ready to face them. Have my own Everest to climb; everybody has their own.
Was getting a bit apprehensive initially thinking about all of that, but now the tranquility is setting in. Scrutinizing my mistakes, discovering the strengths, weighing the options it's a journey that maybe will decide how I define my career. Though losing precious time(exams are on) still it's important for me to realize my goals, the way I want my future to get moulded. To set my priorities right, what matters most to me.
Now it's time to walk the path.
Has been spending a long time in my room alone, about 20 hours a day in a single room, with my system, books and myself. Getting a lot of time to think,to reflect, to contemplate, to plan. Quality time. The self-inflicted isolation is comforting. It felt boring initially but now getting to like the seclusion. Though not entirely out of human contact, still preferring this remoteness. The reclusion is making me get sober and organized. Mentally preparing for a lot of things to come. Know a lot of challenges are waiting just round the bend, so getting ready to face them. Have my own Everest to climb; everybody has their own.
Was getting a bit apprehensive initially thinking about all of that, but now the tranquility is setting in. Scrutinizing my mistakes, discovering the strengths, weighing the options it's a journey that maybe will decide how I define my career. Though losing precious time(exams are on) still it's important for me to realize my goals, the way I want my future to get moulded. To set my priorities right, what matters most to me.
Now it's time to walk the path.
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oh no! dead blog alert!
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